So sad he's gone. I don't really know him very well because he worked in Manila. I don't know if he even knows me at all. Well, surely he does when I was young, maybe. But I just met him when he rested his body inside the coffin. We will miss him very much.
We went to Silay City yesterday and my brother told me to manage the video taking. Well, as of my experience in our Bio-Play, I know how to shoot important details in an event. Back to the topic, we then went to the church. When the mass hasn't yet started, we went to the plaza (the church is just one block away from the plaza) and had fun with my cousins. We took pictures in their fun park and Iya, my cutest cuz, even took a picture with me. She really missed my phone. LOL.
After going to the plaza, my mom texted my bro to let me come to the church because the mass will start in a minute. The mass went on. It was very fast. The priest deliver the important things such as the gospel reading, the blessing, and the communion rites. Too bad I haven't captured the blessing part when I was holding the camera because I didn't know when it will begin. But there's good news. I captured the whole scene of the crying part. I captured my uncle inside the coffin. I was about to cry when mom cried along. I feel bad for my second cousin because there will be no one to pay for her tuition. I saw her crying so hard. It was really sad.
The white parade to the cemetery. I captured the people that were in the parade going to the ceremony. Then, I realized that there are many people -- close people loving him and know him very well. Then my brother came along to give the umbrella to mom because the heat was sooo intense. I even got a sunburn, again! Oh, creep. I was glad that my brother came. I told him to hold the camera for a while until I had my decision letting him shoot the momentous event. So, I was really happy. After that, we were in the cemetery. The coffin was put inside. My Aunt Agnes cried so hard she didn't want her brother leaving. My Uncle Junior gave a little speech for the event because he's really religiously-devoted to the Almighty. He sounded great.
After everything, there came the food service. There were juices and sandwiches and cakes. Then everyone left.
We dropped mom to my Auntie's house then we went home to Bacolod. :D
Thanks for the memories, Tito.
----------- I have been so loyal on my friendster skins site. I love the new lay-out. I was sick and tired of the blue lay-out. So I changed it into a white, colorfule one. It's nicer than the previous one. :D Check it ou guys.
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She hugged me so tightly. Like she misses me. She gave me a 50% grip (haha. 50%). I felt so terrible seeing her again. Might I remember being invisible to her when we chat on Yahoo! Messenger? I feel so bad [like I'm having a high fever]. Seriously.
They went to Silay City while I'm stuck here at home filled with wonders. Mom kept us calling wishing we're alright and fine. They slept there but Mom and Dad went home then.
My two cousins (to be specific: sibling cousins) are so annoying. I just hate it when I sleep with them. They change positions while I'm barely not moving. Because the heat was so intense (34○C, I tell you), I woke up 3:00 AM having a hard way of sleeping. I feel so pissed off, you know. When my auntie woke me up, she told me that she will use her laptop. Hopefully, after I fixed everything, I was surprised that I fell asleep 1 hour! lol.
Oh yeah. Yesterday, Photobucket (www.photobucket.com) had a huge maintenance yesterday. but I didn't see any damage like: losing the pics. :) Three cheers... for it's baack!
I am very busy with my friendster skins requests. I once said that the customer is always right and thoushall I respect that. Well, it's really a peek-a-boo or me. I promised to everyone this will be my summer job. It's okay for me if I don't have salaries.
Satomi: This person messaged me on Friendster. She's was born in Korea (I don't know if it was North or South) and grew up in the States. She told me that she's finding an Asian model (she's really desperate) and she picked me.
I denied. I told her I'm still young and my age can't fit for that kind of business. I wished that I was old enough to apply, but no...
She said it was okay for her. And she told me this: I made her remember her life when she was young. She also experienced that kind of life living in the vanity world.
I gave her my YM ID. We can chat for some time... :D
Maybe she viewed all my friendster pictures: all the poses I had. I agree that they are really unique and candid. I love taking pictures on different locations whether they are near or far or just in my room. I like candid pictures. I've been a huge vain since.
"Vanity is self-obssession" as what I told once on my "About Me" portion on my profile.
Okay now. Not so much random-ings in here. I'll just fill up this diary of mine. *smiles* Ciao! -------------------------------------------------------- Song/s of the day:
Sorry if I tell everything yesterday because of that darn Globelines connection. It went back 8:oo PM. I spent th remaining time making a new skin.
I studied on how to make brushes on Adobe Photoshop 7.0. At last, I have learned everything until the connection was reset! I was really happy that I can make my own brushes. I love them! I even made my picture as a brush! It was really great!
My grandma didn't arrive last Sunday because she was late in going to the plane. Sometimes, she's deaf so when the operator calls her name, she can't hear. Mom was very nervous of what happened to her. Then, the operator called at Mom's phone and they had a huge conversation. The operator explained everything to grandma but she can't understand because she's deaf. Glad that grandma understood them after. Mom kept on screaming at her on the phone.
So the operator told mom that she will be checked-in at the hotel. Then she will have the first flight for Monday. It's work day. Problem solved.
My aunt ant my cousin will stay at home to sleep because it was 7:00 in the evening when we went home. So we had a lot of fun. My auntie and my cuz slept at my room and had a good night sleep.
Monday, April 23, 2007 We woke up at 5:00 AM. Everything I wore was blue: blue shorts, blue slippers, blue tee, and blue cap. We, then, rode on dad's car and went there at exactly 5:30. We waited for the 6:00 flight to come. I took a lot of pictures at PAL. I even took a picture of my niece, Iya. She's 1 year old and she likes Dora. It then so happened that at the back of my phone, there was Dora and Boots hugging at each other. I was wondering when showed the picture to her, she was pointing at the back of my phone, yes: Dora the Explorer. Her eyes went big when she saw Dora. Then I sang the song: "D-d-d-d-d-Dora!". LOL.
After all the cuddling, the airplane arrived. Grandma wore a long-sleeved Hawaiian-printed shirt. She waved at us when she arrived. Mom and I went to the baggage counter then, she went out and hugged us two. She really did miss us. Then she hugged the rest of us and smiled all the way. Dad was checking for all her stuff and then some of her things were put on the car. Some were on my uncle's car because they can't fit.
We arrived at my uncle's house. The LBC package was opened after. I recieved a lot of presents: chocolates, the biggest Lays (Sour Cream and Onion flavor!), and biscuits. I only recieved a lot of food from lola. But then the Kelloggs Corn Flakes was divided for us. I ate a lot and then I was surprised that I finished eating them. I really really liked it very much! It's very different on the Nestle Corn Flakes we had here. It's really delicious. I should keep on requesting on that cereal everytime she goes here! Yum
She didn't but any SPAM on us. Hawaii is very famous because of the SPAM. I really missed that. Too bad, she didn't brought one.
And the Macadamias, too! She didn't brought them! I was pretty sad but it was really okay for me. I understood her reason that her stuff will be really heavy. Oh well, I'll just keep on waiting for the Hawaiian Host chocolates: the best chocolates ever! I can't wait for us to go to Hawaii.
I heard about the petition thing. Grandma said that the embassy rejected on bringing us along because they want Mom, Auntie and Uncle to be brought there first. They will experience 10 years of becoming a citizen there before we will be brought along. Oh well, I can wait. I don't know if it is processed already.
Grandma will stay until May 20. Hurrah! She can go to Binalbagan! Hurrah!
So guys, these things are all I can tell you. I have some things to be kept for privacy. That's all
Again, I have to change the lay-out because I felt bored with my Justin Timberlake lay-out. I mean, seriously. I realized that sometimes, color white could be boring, and hearing Justin's songs all over again just annoys me. So, I made a few changes. :)
The lay-out is called, "ENDLESS LOVE". It's barely pink with a little spark of magenta. It's really great because I made some borders for additional design. The picture looks so perfect and beautiful because of my brushes. I had a hard time finding "vector-like" brushes on deviantart.com and some of them are made in Adobe Photoshop CS2.
I tried to get Adobe CS2 from Limewire. Happy am I the downloading was finished. When I installed it after, there's something that says we must get an activatin code to use it freely. I tried to browse some sites that have serials and activation numbers and stuff, but it went pretty ugly.
Every serial number is NO USE. I was angry, then. So we uninstalled it after. Then, I told to myself that maybe some other day, I could get a second chance to have Adobe CS2 on my hands. I craved for that. The brushes were so unique and beautiful.
But, then I realized that Adobe Photoshop 7.0 can help me a lot. I downloaded few brushes yesterday and I scored some brushes like: the retro circles brush and the hearts vector-lik brush. I was like shopping in a cool store with affordable items! LOL.
Yes, and now you see it. I'm in love with my work. ♥♥♥ I'm also changing my playlist. Michael, I hope you're reading this! Try to hear Paula DeAnda's When It Was Me.
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About my grandma, she'll be arriving here in Bacolod tomorrow from Hawaii because of the funeral. My mom's cousin died at this lent season and we were really shocked and saddened. My mom, then, called lola to tell the news, and that's it. She decided to go here. I can't wait to see my grandma, again! I'm pretty excited! :D
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Hey, guys! It's almost midnight so I have to tell you this quick.
I had a huge fight with someone and it brought me into a huge maintenance also: by not talking to him. It's because of something we can't deal with. I borrowed his P25 pesos and I wanted him to get whatever he wants in a store to pay him, exactly P25. I had a P200 peso-bill because my dad gave i to me.
Suddenly, it became a surreal blur.
I told him he's going to get it but he refused, he wanted me to get what he wants. I mean, it's really weird because I have to get what he wants. What is he, a rich guy or something? There was nooo way. We argued until I slam the door so badly. There was no justice in me when he tried to order me to go out. Does he have any feet to walk? If so, why won't he? So bossy.
He even said bad words on me. He became so crazy. Girl problems, maybe.
We never talked. Even if we're close to each other, we ignore ourselves.
It has been two days. I never heard any single word on him.
That's it guys. I hope we can work this out. I missed him so much.
-------------------------------------------------------- Song/s of the day: Make Me Wonder - Maroon 5, Sweet Sacrifice - Evanescence, Cancer - My Chemical Romance, Love Stoned / I Think She Knows - Justin Timberlake.
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